WHYWHYWHY?
I Don't know, seriously.
Sometimes, I just feel that I'm an entertainer, going around making people laugh.
Yes, I enjoy making people laugh.
I always believed it would bring people closer to each other.
But, after all the laughter, everything goes back to normal.

If I were allowed to choose, I'll choose to have a few best friends, rather than having a lot of good friends who I treat equally.
But no matter what I do, I'll never get what I want.
Sometimes, it's not within my control.

Whenever I encounter problems, I really don't know who to look for.
There are always different names flying into my mind whenever I wanted to talk to someone.

This goes the same whenever I thought of giving my friends gifts.
Weixuan, Zhiyan, Kimpeng, Maize, Kele, Sinyee, Kaishan, Darlyna, Dhabitah, Janice, Xinyi, John, Celia etc etc.

Sometimes there were so many names that I'll have to write them down.
That I'll have to limit the number of people to give the gifts.
But I can't.
It's hard to weigh the importance of these friends.

Some friends told me they're willing to offer me their ears whenever I'm down.
I really appreciate those, but..
I know they would find me a bore.

Amanda, Stella, ZiCheng.

YiQian, Weixuan, ZhiYan, KaiShan, Kimpeng, Sinyee, Kele.

Peimin, Kaizhen.

Pearlyn, Eunmin, Juyong.

Caijun and huiyin.

i'm always envious of these partners or cliques.
But what can I do?
I really don't know.

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